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Sunday, March 22, 2009

sometimes, in our lives, we just dont realize how much something means to us.. because we take it for granted, thinking that we deserve that just because.. we think we are better than others.. thinking back, so many things i want to change in my life.. but that wont let me learn anything from the experiences i had..
i dont know whether this is the feeling of being lonely or just realized how precious it was back then.. but 1 thing i do know: i miss that so much.. is it a little to late?

anyway, im loving claire guo right now.. love her songs.. and also katy perry!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0DUqQf1UwMM

what we could have been, 9:32 PM.
Thursday, January 8, 2009

its been a while since my last post because i was tooo lazy.. hahahaha.. well, its been a great semester and i am very happy with the result i got.. it seems that my hard work is not futile after all.. =)

spending winter breaks with family in NY, DC, Boston, etc. in east coast area and it was so much fun.. i already miss them right now since they already went back to indonesiaa.. huUUUUuuuuu.. but i did a lot of shopping though.. got many things in my room which, as the result, makes my closet to be super fulllll! i want a bigger one! hahahahahAHaHAH~ maybe i will put some of my clothes in Han's closet.. since his is not very full or in other words 'almost ampty'.. hahaha~

well, right now i am crazy over this song..
the tittle is 'ji de' or remember by amei..
its a very sad song but i like it! hohohOh~ contain very deep meaning.. =)

誰還記得 是誰先說永遠的愛我
Who still remembers, who was the one who said he’ll love me forever
以前的一句話 是我們以後的傷口
A sentence of the past, will become our wound in the future
過了太久 沒人記得當初那些溫柔
It was so long ago, no one remembers the gentleness in the past
我和你手牽手 說要一起走到最後
You and I, hand in hand, we said we’ll walk together to the end
我們都忘了 這條路走了多久
We’ve both forgotten, how long we’ve walked in this journey
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都會停的
In our hearts it’s clear, that one day, one day it’ll all end
讓時間說真話 雖然我也害怕
Let time speak the truth, although I’m afraid too
在天黑了以後 我們都不知道會不會有遺憾
After the sky darkens, we won’t know whether there’ll be regrets
誰還記得 是誰先說永遠的愛我
Who still remembers, who was the one who said he’ll love me forever?
以前的一句話 是我們以後的傷口
A sentence of the past, will become our wound in the future
過了太久 沒人記得當初那些溫柔
It was so long ago, no one remembers the gentleness in the past
我和你手牽手 說要一起走到最後
You and I, hand in hand, we said we’ll walk together to the end
我們都累了 卻沒辦法往回走
We’re both weary, yet we cannot turn back
兩顆心都迷惑 怎麼說 怎麼說都沒有救
Both hearts are puzzled, no matter what we say, nothing can be helped
親愛的為什麼 也許你也不懂
My dear, I ask why, but maybe you don’t have an answer either
兩個相愛的人 等對方先說找分開的理由
Two persons in love with each other, waiting for each other to say a reason to break up
誰還記得愛情開始變化的時候
Who still remembers, when the love has just begun to change
我和你的眼中 看見了不同的天空
In our eyes, there’re different skies
走的太遠 終於走到分岔路的路口
We’ve walked too far, eventually reaching a crossroads
是不是你和我 要有兩個相反的夢
Is it that you and I, must have two contrasting dreams
誰還記得 是誰先說永遠的愛我

what we could have been, 8:55 PM.
Monday, November 17, 2008

i just realized that times are moving so fast.. its already november and its gonna be december soon.. finals are coming, and maybe everyone goes one by one.. just to think about that gives me shivers of how scary it is to live by myself.. i dont like to be alone.. i need someone to rely on.. haha~

i dunno why but i really love viva lavida by cold play.. keep listening to it in imeem while i am writing for my paper.. here i am stuck in my desk, thinking of what im gonna write to make my instructor impressed.. whoa~ not an easy work, isnt it?
i feel mellow now without any reason.. maybe because everybody is sleeping? and i havent finished my paper? hik-hik~


*just to think how fast the clock is ticking make me wonder can it sometimes be stopped even for a while? sometimes i just need to freeze the moment that i cannot experience twice..what time is it? dear clock please stop, im tired!

what we could have been, 2:05 AM.
Thursday, October 23, 2008

actually i dont care who will win since i will not able to vote, but i still support obama without any reason! i dunno why i do this, but is it because he allow people to have abortion? haha.. i dunno, never have one before! anyway
today i was very-very-very-very-very silly! i took the wrong bus and end up in Westowne mall.. wow, what a great place to be lost to! haha, great! just in time with my shopping needs! but i did not regret taking the wrong bus! because.. i can go shopping!ha~ha~ha~ha~ha..
btw, halloween is near and I wanna buy a costume! hope i can find one this weekend! so excited about the haunted house thing! =D

i am currently loving jay chou's new song

Hong Luo Meng Zhong

靜止了 所有的花開 遙遠了 清晰的愛
天彌漫 愛卻更喜歡 那時候 我不懂這場愛

你喜歡 站在那窗台 你好久 都沒再來
彩色的 世界染上空白 是你留的淚暈開

不要你離開 距離隔不開
思念變成海 在窗外揀不來
原諒說太快 愛成了阻礙
手中的風箏放太快 回不來

不要你離開 回憶劃不開
剪你的寵愛 我在等待重來
天空仍在藍 他挨著大海
情歌被打敗 愛已不存在

你喜歡 站在那窗台 你好久 都沒再來
彩色的 世界染上空白 是你留的淚暈開

不要你離開 距離隔不開
思念變成海 在窗外揀不來
原諒說太快 愛成了阻礙
手中的風箏放太快 回不來

不要你離開 回憶劃不開
剪你的寵愛 我在等待重來
天空仍在藍 他挨著大海
情歌被打敗 愛已不存在




* because my chinese is really-really bad~ so i just find an english translation of this lyrics.. hmm, how smart am I!



All the flowers are bloomy motionless, faraway, it was a clear love
Days filled with more love, at that time, I don't know this love

Do you like standing on the window
that you didn't come back for a long time ?
Color of the world in the white sky is the remain of your tears

Don't leave your distance from the non-open zone
The missing of the sea from this window never come back
Love quickly became the excuse that was obstructed
Kite quickly put in the hands of no return

Don't leave your memories that were not opened
I'm still waiting for you to come back
The sky still blue, he/she is next to the sea
The love song has been broken, the love doesn't exist anymore

Do you like standing on the window
that you didn't come back for a long time ?
Color of the world in the white sky is the remain of your tears

Don't leave your distance from the non-open zone
The missing of the sea from this window never come back
Love quickly became the excuse that was obstructed
Kite quickly put in the hands of no return

Don't leave your memories that were not opened
I'm still waiting for you to come back
The sky still blue, he/she is next to the sea
The love song has been broken, the love doesn't exist anymore

what we could have been, 10:19 PM.
Monday, October 13, 2008

Hot 'N Cold

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you over think
Always speak
Crypticly

I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you)You don't really want to stay, no
(but you)But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring

I should know that
you're not gonna change


Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride


You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes


I feel that this lyrics is very funny.. =D pLus.. i love the song..

what we could have been, 10:07 PM.
Saturday, October 11, 2008







oh noo.. i spent the entire saturday, which is supposed to be study day, fishingg.. =)) i fished twice a day.. and it did not go that well.. anyway, i got stung by a bee and i did not catch anything.. isnt it bad? Oh.. I hate bees! my finger still hurts sometimes.. well, i never got stung by a bee before, so I tell u, it hurts as hell in the first time.. *i think one of my friend almost call 911.. which is so silly, because.. I dont know.. do u call 911 because of a bee?

anyway, i hope i will be studying all day tomorrow. if not, i will feel guilty for my selg and for the whole next week.. =((((

blah blah blah*

what we could have been, 11:33 PM.
Saturday, October 4, 2008

i hate how the things were going this week.. its.. unexplainable and horrible.. anyway, stop regretting the past.. it already happenned.. we cannot do anything to change it.. *sigh

what happen if ur good friend changes a lot? i mean, its not who he used to be now.. its so weirdd.. i feel sorry for him and wannna tell him to change.. but people seem to be never change.. yet even when he promised u.. he wont keep that promise.. i know that people sometimes agree with us just because they need something.. anyway, i feel that a good friend is one that can tolerate their friend's little mistake and remind them for the big ones.. i know its hard.. because we all are selfish.. always think that we are right.. but think twice when u think that u are better than the others.. r u always right? or it is u who are wrong?

anyway, pictures from weekend =)




weird handaraaa



he is so weird this way, i force him to use the crazy red hat of mine! muahahaha.. and he scared that i will pinch his chest! soo, he used it!


new hello kitty bag, what do u thinkk..? *cute...


what we could have been, 10:50 PM.

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