Friday, February 29, 2008
i set up my alarm at 6:15 a coz i know, i wont wake up ontime.. so i set my alarm 1 hour earlier.. andd i snoozed that alarm.. and finallly.... i end up at 8:40.. and my discussion class iss 8:50~ Ohhh.. i wanna die.. so i rush into my bathroom and sit down for several minutess.. and finally decided not to take a shower because its too late.. soo.. i walk from home to school.. and when i start to hikinh the bascom hill.. i realized that its already 9:10.. and i did not want to embarrass my self, so i decided to go home by bus.. isnt that silly? i mean.. i went to school for nothing.. i hate myself.. huH~ or maybe.. i couldnt wake up because im having an awful dream? huh~ soooOooo.. annoying..
lately, i keep my self busy so that i can catch up my school.. i really want to change from my 'super lazy' side.. ho~
btw, i realized that it just snowed maybe several hours ago.. and really, snow makes me remember a lot of thinGs.. hmmmm~ its not good..~ i wish i can brainwash my head.. xD
sometimes what u see is not what u think it is..
maybe ppl can act to be so happy, but in his/her heart, he/she is the saddest person among all..
lately, i keep my self busy so that i can catch up my school.. i really want to change from my 'super lazy' side.. ho~
btw, i realized that it just snowed maybe several hours ago.. and really, snow makes me remember a lot of thinGs.. hmmmm~ its not good..~ i wish i can brainwash my head.. xD
sometimes what u see is not what u think it is..
maybe ppl can act to be so happy, but in his/her heart, he/she is the saddest person among all..
what we could have been, 7:36 AM.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
i got a job at ICU Deli as a deli worker last monday, and i was so nervous because it was my first time working.. i think everybody got confused when i said i want to work because i am a very independent person last semester.. i think everybody sees me as a little girl who always get what i want.. hmm, at least its half true right? well, i just want to show everyone that i am NOT that kind of girl because i've grown up.. dont judge ppl from their appearance! huh~
anywaee, actually i am a little bit scared because i never work before.. but that's okay.. everybody got to learn something new right? =) i am happy that my co-worker is kind.. she taught me everything with patience, of course.. because i keep asking her what i should press for the items i dont know.. i was so embarassed when i made mistake.. i kept saying 'sorry' to the customer because i am so slow.. searching the right key is soo hard.. i have to read one by one and got confused sometimes.. and eventually got panicked! hahaha~ i hope i wont do this again in the future!
hmM~ yesterday i didnt sleep becasue of LUckyy..~ he came to my house and talk to me about many things.. and the consequence is... i end up walking with my eye closed on the pathway.. and i hit the concrete.. sooo~ embarassing.. hoo~ i always hope i could sleep while walking.. i couldnt event keep my eyes open this afternoon.. x.X
i watched indonesian movie today called "kangen" because i was bored and i found the film is so boring.. i dunno why, but i think i decided to watch it because i love Bunga Citra Lestarii~ my favourtire indonesian actreesss.. well, she is not that pretty in this movie.. but i like the beginning though.. its quite funny.. but in the middle of it, i think that the movie is not natural anymore.. ho~ boring..
for those who want to know what bunga looks like.. here it is.. and i love this song so much..
anywaee, actually i am a little bit scared because i never work before.. but that's okay.. everybody got to learn something new right? =) i am happy that my co-worker is kind.. she taught me everything with patience, of course.. because i keep asking her what i should press for the items i dont know.. i was so embarassed when i made mistake.. i kept saying 'sorry' to the customer because i am so slow.. searching the right key is soo hard.. i have to read one by one and got confused sometimes.. and eventually got panicked! hahaha~ i hope i wont do this again in the future!
hmM~ yesterday i didnt sleep becasue of LUckyy..~ he came to my house and talk to me about many things.. and the consequence is... i end up walking with my eye closed on the pathway.. and i hit the concrete.. sooo~ embarassing.. hoo~ i always hope i could sleep while walking.. i couldnt event keep my eyes open this afternoon.. x.X
i watched indonesian movie today called "kangen" because i was bored and i found the film is so boring.. i dunno why, but i think i decided to watch it because i love Bunga Citra Lestarii~ my favourtire indonesian actreesss.. well, she is not that pretty in this movie.. but i like the beginning though.. its quite funny.. but in the middle of it, i think that the movie is not natural anymore.. ho~ boring..
for those who want to know what bunga looks like.. here it is.. and i love this song so much..
what we could have been, 8:59 PM.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
i remeber i watched 200 pounds beauty when i was in indo.. i was so in love with the movie that i was crying in the end of it.. its just sooo touching.. and after searching its songs and finally find it.. hUmmMMm.. the one with the tittle " beautiful girl is so cute.. and i love this songg.. the mv is soo funny tOooo.. kim ah joong is soooo beautifuL..
anywaeee.. i met new friends : SK and ran.. they are soo fuunny.. hHAhha.. i always laugh when talking too themm.. huMMmmm.~~ this is one of my ceonversation with SK:
SK : do u know that every mandarin name has its korean name?
me : ooHHhhh~~ i dunnOoo.. is that sooOO.. thats greatt..~
Sk : yeaHhhh.. every korean has chinese and korean name..
me : well, i hope my name is Kim Ah jOoonnng.. because she is sooo beautifulll.. *smiling widely and and i think SK is scared
SK : uMmmmnn~~~ ( with a weird expression in his face) *hihi~ sooriie SK..
well, i dunno whats SK first impression with mee.. but i like them.. i am looking forward to have lunch with them againn.. ^^ i am so happy that SK is fans of horror movies tooo..~~~ oOOohHH.. i got a friend who is 'normal' like mee...^^ finally.. and the weird thing is.. SK lives in Shorewood, the place i just left.. isnt it weird? u meet ppl after u leave the place that has connection with him? huahua.. i guess its called faith.. soo weiRd..
a friend of mine posted a video of how the cruel farmertreat the animal for their fur.. when im watching this, i almost cry.. how cruel they are.. dont they see such a cute animall with the innocent eyes..? i couldnt believe this.. i think the world has turned out crazy.. they should have gone to hell.. i hope they die like those animals.. ohh.. so poooR.. really cant stand those cute creature being treated like that.. i wanna kill theM! hooo..~
beautiful girl-kim ah joonng
anywaeee.. i met new friends : SK and ran.. they are soo fuunny.. hHAhha.. i always laugh when talking too themm.. huMMmmm.~~ this is one of my ceonversation with SK:
SK : do u know that every mandarin name has its korean name?
me : ooHHhhh~~ i dunnOoo.. is that sooOO.. thats greatt..~
Sk : yeaHhhh.. every korean has chinese and korean name..
me : well, i hope my name is Kim Ah jOoonnng.. because she is sooo beautifulll.. *smiling widely and and i think SK is scared
SK : uMmmmnn~~~ ( with a weird expression in his face) *hihi~ sooriie SK..
well, i dunno whats SK first impression with mee.. but i like them.. i am looking forward to have lunch with them againn.. ^^ i am so happy that SK is fans of horror movies tooo..~~~ oOOohHH.. i got a friend who is 'normal' like mee...^^ finally.. and the weird thing is.. SK lives in Shorewood, the place i just left.. isnt it weird? u meet ppl after u leave the place that has connection with him? huahua.. i guess its called faith.. soo weiRd..
a friend of mine posted a video of how the cruel farmertreat the animal for their fur.. when im watching this, i almost cry.. how cruel they are.. dont they see such a cute animall with the innocent eyes..? i couldnt believe this.. i think the world has turned out crazy.. they should have gone to hell.. i hope they die like those animals.. ohh.. so poooR.. really cant stand those cute creature being treated like that.. i wanna kill theM! hooo..~
beautiful girl-kim ah joonng
what we could have been, 10:11 PM.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
whoaaa.. i finally finished my 2 examm.. cannot believe it myself that now i temporarily free from torture.. well, i dunno the resuLt.. and 2morro my econ exam will be returned back, and i got nervouS, u hv to get 92 for A.. and its hhhuu.. dont hv confident to get such a high score.. and i heard my math 210 professor said that there's a lot of people get 100 in the previous exam.. and i also get very nervouS.. how about the cuRve... how do they get such perfect scores.. huaaa..~ scaRed to deaTh..
anywae, i spilled out my mange juice on my laptop.. and guess what? the keyboard isnt working preperly plus it gets some sticky yet crispy feeling when you type.. poor laptop.. u shouldnt hv a careless master like me..! huahuhua.. how am I suppose to laugh? crazy mee.. >.< thennNNn.. i want a new laptoppp..!
todat i watched ultimate gift and i dont quite understand the stoRy.. but it looks OK i think.. i like the part when the girl said her dream to have a perfect day.. its like so touching because she said 'it finished'.. then me? whats my dream? of course not just a perfect day.. tons of themm..! i guess im tooooo greeedyy.. actually, i dont know what is the word 'perfect' means.. the 'perfect' for you and for me are different.. and i think i've never have a perfect day.. maybe 'half perfect'~
current song : Ni~ariel lin ( its an OST for ISWAK 2)
its goood, yet sweet..! yayyYy.. love it.!
你 - 林依晨
風輕輕 我聽見你聲音
你對著我叮嚀 要注意自己的心情
雨輕輕 我聽見你聲音
你拿著傘靠近 為我遮著風擋著雨
一點點想哭泣一點點想著你
你的愛很珍惜 我總依賴著你的記憶
你就像風在說話 順著我方向
你就像海中的波浪 堆著我成長
我明白你的回答 溫柔的對話
愛情其實沒有辦法 不被感動吧 我不說謊
Wind gently blows and I can hear your voice
You have advised me to beware of my own emotions
Rain gently falls and I can hear your voice
You draw near with your umbrella to shield the wind and rain for me
A little bit wanting to cry, a little bit thinking of you
Your love is being cherished, I am always relying on your memories
You seem to be talking like wind, following my direction
You seem to be the waves in the sea, making me grow up
I understand your answer, a gentle dialogue
There is no way for love to not be touched, I won't lie
anywae, i spilled out my mange juice on my laptop.. and guess what? the keyboard isnt working preperly plus it gets some sticky yet crispy feeling when you type.. poor laptop.. u shouldnt hv a careless master like me..! huahuhua.. how am I suppose to laugh? crazy mee.. >.< thennNNn.. i want a new laptoppp..!
todat i watched ultimate gift and i dont quite understand the stoRy.. but it looks OK i think.. i like the part when the girl said her dream to have a perfect day.. its like so touching because she said 'it finished'.. then me? whats my dream? of course not just a perfect day.. tons of themm..! i guess im tooooo greeedyy.. actually, i dont know what is the word 'perfect' means.. the 'perfect' for you and for me are different.. and i think i've never have a perfect day.. maybe 'half perfect'~
current song : Ni~ariel lin ( its an OST for ISWAK 2)
its goood, yet sweet..! yayyYy.. love it.!
你 - 林依晨
風輕輕 我聽見你聲音
你對著我叮嚀 要注意自己的心情
雨輕輕 我聽見你聲音
你拿著傘靠近 為我遮著風擋著雨
一點點想哭泣一點點想著你
你的愛很珍惜 我總依賴著你的記憶
你就像風在說話 順著我方向
你就像海中的波浪 堆著我成長
我明白你的回答 溫柔的對話
愛情其實沒有辦法 不被感動吧 我不說謊
Wind gently blows and I can hear your voice
You have advised me to beware of my own emotions
Rain gently falls and I can hear your voice
You draw near with your umbrella to shield the wind and rain for me
A little bit wanting to cry, a little bit thinking of you
Your love is being cherished, I am always relying on your memories
You seem to be talking like wind, following my direction
You seem to be the waves in the sea, making me grow up
I understand your answer, a gentle dialogue
There is no way for love to not be touched, I won't lie
what we could have been, 5:24 PM.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
i found a sweet song by mocca in imeem and i fell in love with this song.. its so sweet, i dunno what to describe this song but i like the tone.. its mellow and i like those kinds of song.. i dunno what the real meaning behind the lyrics of the song, but i think the girl wants to end up her relationship.. it is torturing not to love someone who is indeed your boyfriend.. hooO... how could that happen ya? maybe she just bored with the guy.. hahHAha.. i dunNno.. dont caRe.. hmmMMm... but thats too cruel.. >.<
i recently found my favourite thing to do : thingking in the middle of the night in my new bedroom.. i feel relaxed every time i look outside my bedroom window.. the view is magnificent.. i remember what my korean friend said before : we need sometime to just sit and think.. huMmm.. sometimes i just make my wishes to the dark sky, hoping someone would hear my lament.. maybe the clouds will give me a smile.. hMMm.. i wonder is there anyone doing this useless thing as i do? this is very childish but sometimes i believe that there are angels up in the sky like in cinderella.. and when u feel sad and depressed, the angel will sooth you by giving you the things you like.. like candy or new dresses..=p
i recently found my favourite thing to do : thingking in the middle of the night in my new bedroom.. i feel relaxed every time i look outside my bedroom window.. the view is magnificent.. i remember what my korean friend said before : we need sometime to just sit and think.. huMmm.. sometimes i just make my wishes to the dark sky, hoping someone would hear my lament.. maybe the clouds will give me a smile.. hMMm.. i wonder is there anyone doing this useless thing as i do? this is very childish but sometimes i believe that there are angels up in the sky like in cinderella.. and when u feel sad and depressed, the angel will sooth you by giving you the things you like.. like candy or new dresses..=p
what we could have been, 2:31 PM.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
yaPPp.. i got 2 mid next week and its killing me.. im now still dunno if i wanna attend the valentine event held by permias or noo.. becausee i havent studyy.. im a real slackerr.. ohh NOoo.. and the internet thing makes me gone maD.. huhuhuhu.. yesterday is a blast.. everyone seems to have a good time.. we took a lot of photos and probably will out it on facebook as soon as there is internet in my home..! hHahahaa im happy to hear everyone like my new homme... they said its homyy.. huMmm.. i feel that way toOO.. hm-hm-hm-hmmm..
i bet eko and diana had a wonderful time last night.. *envy themmm soo muuuUUchh* ~wondering what are they doinng right now? hUhuhU.. ~happy biRthday syLvia and diaNa~ luv youuuU..
btw, today is the first time i help handara cook.. and it is terrifyingg.. im scared because the fire just burst out from the stove and i screamed. hAhahahahh.. its really2 funny that the smoke detector sounds really weird for almost 5 minutes.. *cant stand it.. actually i explained the phenomena to Han that he loves to cook, tidy the house, wash the dishes, study at home ~ isnt it sounds like a housewive? and me? i dont like to cook, or tidy the house, or wash the dishes or study at home, and the worst thing is im not 'tender' like Han.. im fierce~several ppl said this.. i like to yell at everybody.. huHUhu.. and i told this to Han : " Hann ure mee inside of a boy's bodyy and i am u inside of a girl's body.. i am suppossed to be born first.. not uu..!" hahaha.. and we just laughh..
I dunno why this song is very addicting.. can anybody tell me why? humMMmm.. pretty bunngaaa.. wanna be like uu.. hihihihi..~~
aku dan dirimuu..
Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
Tentang rindu yang menggebu
Tentang cinta yang tak terungkap
i bet eko and diana had a wonderful time last night.. *envy themmm soo muuuUUchh* ~wondering what are they doinng right now? hUhuhU.. ~happy biRthday syLvia and diaNa~ luv youuuU..
btw, today is the first time i help handara cook.. and it is terrifyingg.. im scared because the fire just burst out from the stove and i screamed. hAhahahahh.. its really2 funny that the smoke detector sounds really weird for almost 5 minutes.. *cant stand it.. actually i explained the phenomena to Han that he loves to cook, tidy the house, wash the dishes, study at home ~ isnt it sounds like a housewive? and me? i dont like to cook, or tidy the house, or wash the dishes or study at home, and the worst thing is im not 'tender' like Han.. im fierce~several ppl said this.. i like to yell at everybody.. huHUhu.. and i told this to Han : " Hann ure mee inside of a boy's bodyy and i am u inside of a girl's body.. i am suppossed to be born first.. not uu..!" hahaha.. and we just laughh..
I dunno why this song is very addicting.. can anybody tell me why? humMMmm.. pretty bunngaaa.. wanna be like uu.. hihihihi..~~
aku dan dirimuu..
Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
Tentang rindu yang menggebu
Tentang cinta yang tak terungkap
Sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
Tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
Memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita
[Reff:]
Duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
Perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
Sesaat di keabadian
Jika sang waktu kita hentikan
Dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
Meleburkan semua batas
Antara kau dan aku, kita
what we could have been, 4:14 PM.
Friday, February 15, 2008
why i always sleep at 9 and wake up at 8? why i always feel reluctant to do my homework? why i wanna sleep so bad although its only 3 pm? why i always think about rubbish? dont i have anything more important to think? huhUHU.. dont understand it myself.. im mad with my new home because it doesnt have internet connection until noww..! its already friday, and i still need to suffer from internet... HUhuHUuHU.. i think its why i could not submit my hw ontime.. =p or its just me who are too lazy..? i like to hear indonesian songs recently, and i dont know why.. its just addicting.. huMmmM..
btw, its been 1 day after valentine and i think this is the saddest valentine ever..! i remember those times when i received a bucket of white rose and a box of bears from a boy in my high schooL.. and i still keep wondering.. why white rose? isnt it the flowers for dead people? and i decided to give it to my best friend.. hMMm.. i dunno why but i think im not supposed to keep the things from the ppl who are not special for me that time.. soo.. i just give it to a friend of mine.. but the weird thing is.. i keep the bears.. because its tooo cute.. =) and there's time when a boy in my junior high gave me a big bear in front of all of my friends.. its too embarassing.. and i just gave it to my friend.. i wonder what he felt if he knows what i did with that bear.. >.<
today im gonna held an event at my new home.. hMmmm.. *excited*
wish that everybody will have a good time.. =)
*Happy Valentine everyone*
current song : klik -Ussy
btw, its been 1 day after valentine and i think this is the saddest valentine ever..! i remember those times when i received a bucket of white rose and a box of bears from a boy in my high schooL.. and i still keep wondering.. why white rose? isnt it the flowers for dead people? and i decided to give it to my best friend.. hMMm.. i dunno why but i think im not supposed to keep the things from the ppl who are not special for me that time.. soo.. i just give it to a friend of mine.. but the weird thing is.. i keep the bears.. because its tooo cute.. =) and there's time when a boy in my junior high gave me a big bear in front of all of my friends.. its too embarassing.. and i just gave it to my friend.. i wonder what he felt if he knows what i did with that bear.. >.<
today im gonna held an event at my new home.. hMmmm.. *excited*
wish that everybody will have a good time.. =)
*Happy Valentine everyone*
current song : klik -Ussy
what we could have been, 12:56 PM.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
i dunno if i have ever hurt someone before.. sure i did but that didnt count because feeling is not the thing you can force right? i mean a friend maybe? i dunno.. i always do the best i could do for my friends event if he/she is not a good friend of mine.. event if he/she hates me, i'll try my best to be nice to them.. sometimes i just wonder, why there is such a person who hates me that much? i tried to be nice but it didnt work.. well, i always think he/she is not that kind of person.. well, who knows they changed.. i dont really know.. just wanna be friends thats all.. im not gonna take advantage from you or something right? i am the person who will consider someone's saying the whole day if it hurts me.. haha.. im that kind of person..
btw, i really don wanna know if he/she are exactly what im thinking of right now, but i just have to let it go.. its not my problem anymore.. it keeps bothering me the whole day.. sometimes what i see is just something that i have to ignore.. its really NOT a concern for me anymore..
btw, i really don wanna know if he/she are exactly what im thinking of right now, but i just have to let it go.. its not my problem anymore.. it keeps bothering me the whole day.. sometimes what i see is just something that i have to ignore.. its really NOT a concern for me anymore..
what we could have been, 12:23 PM.
Monday, February 11, 2008
i just moved to my new home.. and i just love it! hMmmm.. love all things there.. except the fact that i couldnt find the bus to campus.. huAA... i walked today to campus.. do u believe that..? but its pretty amazing that i could get to the class on time..! hahaha.. the first time i went to school not by bus or car.. and the saddest thing iss... there is no internet connection yet at my new home.. sooo.. basically i do nothing there.. no TV, no internet.. what else can i do? beside sleeping and studying? ohh.. plus.. i havent get my study table yet.. =( soo.. basically i just sit down beside the kitchen and do the hw.. kind of sadd..
* i hope everybody who is struggling with their school or interview can do well.. wish them luckk..! ooPPs..im going to hv a midterm too this week sooo.. wish me luuckk.. =) =)
* i hope everybody who is struggling with their school or interview can do well.. wish them luckk..! ooPPs..im going to hv a midterm too this week sooo.. wish me luuckk.. =) =)
what we could have been, 11:14 AM.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
today i feel happy.. hMm.. too lazy to study.. but so many things have to be done.. and i'm having the first mid term ever in my second semester on feb 14! its on valentine day! huuUUu.. well, i dont hv anyone special right now.. but still its val's day! all class should be canceled.. hahHAhaha. because its a loving day.. not a study dayyy.. !
current song : sempurna - andra and the back bone.. just.. perfect! for everybody who is in love.. =p
current song : sempurna - andra and the back bone.. just.. perfect! for everybody who is in love.. =p
what we could have been, 1:30 PM.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
i am going to have theathre and drama dis tomorrow and i got 2 hw due.. and the worst is.. i havent done the hw yet.. its killing me and haunted me every second.. huUUU.. so, here i am 2 30 in morning, when ppl go to sleep and have a sweeet dReamm.. typing the paper due tomorrow.. it really is killing mee..! hooOOOooOOOooOO.. hate liteRaturee..!
btw, there is something funny that make burst laughing.. hOOoooo.. sooo.. i'll provide my e-maiL.. and u ca read it by ur seLf..
btw, there is something funny that make burst laughing.. hOOoooo.. sooo.. i'll provide my e-maiL.. and u ca read it by ur seLf..
Dear Stephanie:
The material presented the RRC seminars is COMPLETELY INACCESSIBLE
to the average sophomore, let alone a freshman. How can I possibly justify
extending this consent? What degree are you pursuing?
Best,
Chair, Rheology Research Center
Professor of Mechanical Engineering
University of Wisconsin
On Feb 5, 2008, at 6:56 PM, STEPHANIE ANINDYA UTOMO GO wrote:
Dear Prof. Giacomin :
i really interested in this class and hope to continue although i am still a freshman. could you please let me continue on this class? thank you very much.
sincerely,
stephanie
well, do u guys wanna know what i feel? it is very embarassing.. sooo Lameee.. actually i wanna drop it.. but since its 1 credit class and an easy a.. i feel soooo humMm.. dunnno.. i don wanna let goo.. hik2.. and i dunno how to aswer himm.. anybody got an idea..?
what we could have been, 12:21 AM.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
hooOOo i just found this cute song from utada hikaruu.. just by seeing the video makes me smile all the time.. the bear is really cutee.. ^^ the tittle is bokuwa kuma..i need to find something that can make me happy this time.. and im just trying to.. hMmm.. i dream about something that makes me sad.. hahha.. no no no no no.. dun wanna remember that agaiinnn.. huUUUUuuuu.. plis God, let me start a new life.. hmm.. sooo.. i proudly preseeennnnt bokuwa kumaaa.. ^^
what we could have been, 5:19 AM.
Monday, February 4, 2008
im feeling better right now.. dunno why, it keeps changing all the time..
im moving out very sooonn.. and im a little excited with that.. my new home is gonna be right in front of the overture centre, near the capitpoL.. and its one of luxurious condos in here.. i guess thats one of the reason why i move.. hmMmmm.. i know its not gonna be past times when we hang out together and talk a lot.. but im pretty sure im gonna love this my new home.. hihi.. look at the bright side.. a beautifeul condo is waiting for me.. and its gonna easy to find some restaurant on state street if i wanna eat..hmmmm.. =)
im moving out very sooonn.. and im a little excited with that.. my new home is gonna be right in front of the overture centre, near the capitpoL.. and its one of luxurious condos in here.. i guess thats one of the reason why i move.. hmMmmm.. i know its not gonna be past times when we hang out together and talk a lot.. but im pretty sure im gonna love this my new home.. hihi.. look at the bright side.. a beautifeul condo is waiting for me.. and its gonna easy to find some restaurant on state street if i wanna eat..hmmmm.. =)
what we could have been, 5:54 AM.
Saturday, February 2, 2008
feeling very low right now.. wish i have someone to cry to.. someone to comfort me and say that everything will be fine.. but in fact i hve lost several friends of mine.. and it makes me very sad right now.. because it means that less ppl are concerned about you.. sometimes im just confused with the ppl who always by themselves.. they dont need anyone to share their problems with or just laugh with them.. isnt it so lonely? i dont understand at all.. i dunno why but i wanna be them right now.. so that i wont feel this.. its just so depressing..
what we could have been, 8:21 PM.
