Tuesday, March 25, 2008

i miss my dad so much right now.. wish he were here.. i wanna hug him so much.. wanna tell him how much i love him.. wanna say thank you for everything he does for me and for LOVING me so much..

what we could have been, 8:20 PM.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

spring break is over.. it is very sad that i have to face the reality that i got many things to be done.. hoO~ but that's better than if i do nothing at home.. =)

i shopped like crazy at mine.. it is all because of jenn.. really don understand why they ( sil and jen) shop so fast.. and i am very slow.. hik2.. i think a lot before i decide to buy something.. ho~ like it or not but that's me.. i think i am the slowest person in the world if u take me to shop.. =)

and.. i become a make-up-aholic.. because of jenn too.. she taught me what i have to buy.. and what i have to do.. and eventually i ended up with watching make-up tutorial at youtube everyday.. yaYYy.. haha~ thx jenn for letting me know this kind of stuff.. =)

the thing i bought in minee.. plus the horrible condition of my bed room.. x.X

what we could have been, 1:37 PM.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

the worst day in Madison happenned in my life.. its worse than when i got BC for my eng 117 paper.. ho~ i really think i wanna die.. can u die when u sleep..? haha~ and i quit the deli job because of no obvious reasons given by my parents.. really can't understand them.. and i was in a very bad mood that i did not go to any of my class today.. isnt it great? it the first time i skipped my whole class in one day.. im really pissed off.. im in a very-very bad sHape..

what we could have been, 10:33 AM.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

there is really something disappointed about my friend.. i think i am the foolest people of the most idiot person in this woRld.. haha~ i knew that!i knew that! i knew this would happen! no words need to be explained if there are indeed true.. Dont expect people to be what you wants.. because it is impossible.. a snake will always be a snake, they wont turn into a dog or something.. hoo~
i think ite the most ridiculous proverbs ive ever made.. haha~ pathetic~ well, here i am blogging at 6 am in the morning.. i must be the craziest person in the world.. got 2 exams coming but i just cant concentrate.. huaa~ i am going crazy.. cant study in a reallyy bad-bad mood.. i just wanna kill my self.. really pissed off..~ why~oh why? hahaha~ see? im turning crazy..!

well, i am crazy over this song too.. =) really nice!

what we could have been, 3:49 AM.

Monday, March 10, 2008

i finally won bidding this new violinnn hahaha~ i am happy that i'll be having this violin sooonnn.. yeahhH~ i can feel the spirit of music in me now~ hahaha~ i also bought the book : suzuki violin volume 3 because i already finish until volume 2 i think.. from last time i leanr violin.. =) soo.. im gonna learn to play it by my self.. hahHAhaha~ what do u think about the violin.. i'll try to play it and post it in a blog if i can.. hihi~

what we could have been, 8:47 PM.

Sunday, March 9, 2008

today i was totally at home.. hmmm.. what a boring thing to do : studying~ i guess im gonna die if i keep doing this my whole life.! feel like in prison, sitting on the same chair 24 hours~ makes me mad..well, but at least i was very happy on saturday.. elis was havin her birthday surprise while we were hunting for the easter egg.. so, we painte the easter egg and we put our message on those eggs, and all of us put our birthday wishes to elice.. and when we finished hunting the egg, we ask her to open them one by one.. and she started crying.. huUUuu~ i thin i almost cry too.. i dunNno why..? OMG.. why i always wanna cry if i see someone else is crying..? i really love eLis and wants her to be my sister.. I hope she could marry my bro.. =p she's really kind to me.. i couldnt believe that she is going to chicago on august.. i almost cry too when i say to her that im gonna miss her a lot when she is gone.. T.T

what we could have been, 9:04 PM.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

its time for me to get my new laptop.. * remember the mango juice accident.. >.< haha~ and i am very confused : mac or toshibaa..? well, i like mac because the design is gorgeous.. hMmm.. whereas, toshiba.. hMm.. not bad but the design is so simple.. and mac is not using windows.. so its gotta be hard using something strange that i never use before.. its the only reason im considering toshiba to be my new laptop.. hm~ dunno lahHH.. depend on my mood.. btw, i saw the macbook aiR.. and it is soo thin.. i couldnt believe it~ but i think if i bought that, it will be broken in no more than a month..=( hhihi~
my craziness over ballet is over, and i decided to buy violin..~ soo, i am searching for violin right now.. =) hoo~ so busy lately.. many works to do~ but i do enjoy my life..
anyway, i met ciggy~ a siberian husky puppy.. *i think its not a puppy, because it is soo bigg.. =) andd i fall in love with himm.. when i first met him.. he was running toward me and licked me.. hooOo~ i love u ciggy.. u are soo cute.. soo i let him jump over my face and he loves to lick it.. haha~ i like his fur which is soo thick and fluffy... i hug him as though i didnt want to let him goo.. haha~ so cute..~ hope to meet him again some other time.. i really miss shiro when i see other's dog.. oH~ my lovely shiRoo..

what we could have been, 9:59 PM.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

sometimes when i hv a lot of problems, wathching horror movies is the only way out for me.. why*? first: its scary, second: it makes me feeling intrigued, third: it will drive me out of my thoughts for several mins.. isnt it cooL? sooo.. i rented many Horror DVD's hahahaha~
well, i really want the toe shoes.. but i think the one i bid was sold.. T.T sOOoo.. i hv to search again for it.. because actually i dont know how to convert the usual size to the 'toe shoes' size.. such a worthless effort..
today's work sucks.. i dont like my 'temporary' co-worker.. he did not help me although he knew i need help.. such a no-no guY!.. he just left me lifting the heavy pile and the water eventually spilled out to the floor and my shirt.. what kind of guy is that? oh~ i just want my female co-worker back.. she is in vacation~ really wants her.. so tired today.. T.T
anyway.. here is my self-taken photo in my new home.. i think i just keep it in without remembering to post it.. >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKxeS1Ld2SCEiJ5QbJ3Fyz3252Y8lgL8HpvmQkiOpllvLcsJZGAx_LQxSdlKwhmzGv0SL1QRIbXn1O8rR0dS7bUp7ujKLNJFAWLGJJJJxVAXpUuWjLSeTuraodcXFBUq6bo9Z4BW_r3qzo/s1600-h/IMG_3656.JPG">

my best friend~

eeyooree..

what we could have been, 7:34 PM.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

today is an unusual day for me.. i became super lazy, yet i did not know what happened to me.. i usually become nervous or at least 'dilligent' when exam comes.. but i dont feel anything right now.. just wanna sleep.. hmm~ its like, i don care about anything.. ~ i really don know what happened to me.. and i don feel anything, its just empty.. oh~ i dunno.. welll, i guess i can feel 'something' from blogging.. ~~
well, this couple of days/.. ive been crazy over ballet.. i love to see the ballerina gracefully doing the pirroutes and i was amazed.. i wonder what will i look like if i become a ballerina? wow~ if i were a man, i would fall in love with ballerina, the reasonn? isnt it obvious : they are pretty, skinny, and wonderful.. i love to seem them dancing with the toe shoes.. ohHHh~ how i wanna wear them.. and.. this crazy idea came to my head : i browsed e bay for toe shoes.. hmMm.. and i just bid one of used toeshoes with my size.. * yeaHH.. i think i am crazy.. but i really want to try them in my feet.. *curious what it feels like on those amazing shoes..~ whOooaa..

anywayy, i watched the film 'notebook' and i think it was indeed a romantic yet touching.. i just can't believe if there is a boy like that.. i guess it is just a kind of the boy every girls dream to be with.. he is just soo patient with his wife, reading the story and then the wife will just remember about them for 5 mins.. and she would forget.. and he has to do this every day.. soo.. sad~ hoaAaaa~ i dont think such boy exist in this world..

what we could have been, 6:26 PM.