i am quite excited today because me and philip decided to stay in library all night long to study.. what a good student.. =p so... heRe we are.. with coffe and snacks.. (no ice cReam since quik bite has closed) here comes a new experience.. i dunno if this micght work since its my first time..^^ i hope i can get a 'productive' study.. like u* said.. got to keep awake until tomorrow.. so.. i better keep studyinn.. ;DDDDDDD i am very high-spirited right now.. i think i can read the whole chapter of the book.. =p

current favourite song : you are everything by glen fredly
current quote : "You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet is like the first time you fall in love" XDXDXDXD

hmm.. i am a bit dizzy todae.. lets see.. i slept at 4 am in the morning in order to study econ.. huehh.. wiSh the professor could see my hard woRK.. imaginNee.. 4 am in the moRnning lee.. its like u didn sleep becos its already moRning againn.. OMG.. mucH work to do.. have to go to cLass.. the papeR.. makes me crazyy..a rRrgghhh..

current song : sedang ingin bercinta by dewa 19
such a bad song.. i hate it..dunno why.. plus it has been mixed with dangdut.. hate it..

*cant meet u although u near to me.. weird..

this is the disgusting artist who sing that song : look at his face.. hate him.. dont like the 'hair' on his chin.. makes me even hate him more..

i thiNk all of the pRoblems are settled and i decided to give him a secoNd chance.. its faIR for all of us, he? very stressed lately because i am having an econ mid and i havent finish all the material yet.. hik2.. why its so confuSing.. or is it me who r too lazy..? I can't let myself studying infront of my laptop without browsing over the facebook, fs, or bla-bla-bla in every 1 hour.. itS distracting i meann..! pLus.. Luky went to my houSe and make me talk to him a LOT.. i think it took one hour.. poor him because he is haivng an exam today.. i met him on the elevator and he said, " im gonna be fail.. i can't concentrate at all.." oooPs... im sorrie.. u r such a nice bro to me.. hihihi.. i think i have 3 bros now in Mad since luki promise me to be my broo..
current mood : scared for the miD..
hope everybody will be doing fine on their midterms.. hihiihihi.. =D=D=D

* I havent seen u for 1.5 days..

~i am too afraid too tell myself.. wht will happen next?
thinking of u i realize that nothing can make me happier than thiS..
but what will they say about uS?~

so busy lehh for the rest of the week.. *so sorry for sumone.. hee hee.. pliz try to understaNd me.. looking forward to go to NYC.. yaYYyyy..>< can't stand the feeling of happinesssSSS...

HAPPY..~ =D

so happy.. ^^ we had a game night and thats a blast.. seems like everyone enjoyed the night.. hmm.. except the truth or dare game.. hahaha.. its veRy funny because everyone seems like being confused of what he/she has to answer.. live long pokeer! want to play it agaiiinn.. yayYYy.. addicted to poker..

current mood : huMm.. happy
current activity : wondering when we will have poker night again..

just love pigLet *luv u..

why i always oversLept... hik2.. feeL guiLty for myself for skipping the class.. hik2.. sorry jennn.. hav to borrow some noteS form u againnn.. >< btw, i had a nice dream today while skipping the class.. in my dream, i had a boyfriend.. its nice, because i had a boyfriend.. but, he seems just playing around with me because he is nice to all girls too.. it made me jealous in my dreammm.. hate that part! btw, its just a dream, not a big deaL.. i have to find a right boy, not that kind of boy.. hihihi..^^ *my bf in my dream is one of my friend..! It'S weirdd.. hahahahah.. current mood : feel guilty because of skipping class current song : cai hong ~ popular song by jay chouuu.. current activity : study... arrrgjhhhhHH... btw there is a funnny videoo.. just watch it!

why so many friends of mine like cai hoNg? can not answer it by myself because i have fallen in love with that soNg too.. ~~ its so roMantic for people who are brokenhearted.. hahaha.. not me of couRse.. i dun have any boy 2 luv.. hahah.. i juST have many fRiends to care.. because friendshiP is moRe eternaL than love.. but maybe i will think in a diffeRent way if i have a boY.. hihi.. ~~ hoPE my pRince chaRming will come soonNN..^^ everybody wantS to be loved and so do i..

current mood : not sad and not veRy happy..
current song : I wanna be with u~jill Hsuu... such an old soNg..

today's lyrics : i wanna be with u by jill hsuu

沒力氣 總是懶洋洋地
賴著你 懷理頑皮嬉戲
是該做些事情 心裡又甜蜜的
不想要 不想要 睜開眼睛

我和你 頻率如此接近
沒壓力 自在做我自己
第一次感受 這種愛的決心
只想要 只想要 和你一起

I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好幸福
想要和你建造一個愛的小屋
I WANNA BE WITH YOU 愛你好滿足
享受最甜美的束縛 有你的呵護我不再孤獨


I have no strength, I'm always lazy
I blame you, and your naughty heart
I should be doing something, but there's something sweet in my heart
I don't want, I don't want, to open my eyes

You and I have such close frequencies
There's no pressure, I'm free to be myself
It's the first time I felt so determined to love
I only want, I only want, to be with you

I wanna be with you, loving you is so lucky
I want to build a loving home with you

I wanna be with you, loving you is so satisfying Enjoying the sweetest restraint, with your protection I won't be lonely again





hee.. suddenly i remembeR my pet shiroo.. and this dog and shiro are alike.. ^^ i miss u shiRoo.. wanna hug and kiSss uuu.. *muahhhh

all people say that all ESL ( not for 118) are very easy. buttt... i got BC instead of a/ab.. and i feel very superrrr duMbbb.. becauusee.. everyone says its easyyy... AHHahhhhh.. just wanna cRyyy.. i think i sLack off recentLy.. hik2..>< i have to wake uP.. please sumone reMind me if im lazy.. pliz-pliz-pliz.. but, what made me excited today is the snow.. its snowing foR a couple of minutes...! heehee.. fiRst snow in maDison.. ~romanticc.. isn't it? *remember winter sonata? yaPp.. i got the samE feeLing.. heehee..

current mooD : still saD.. but..
current song : come a little closer-lara
todays lyrics : come a little closer- OST ISWAK..~~ nice dRAma


Song title: Come near a little closer
Artist: Lara

默默在你的身後守候的我
I silently wait behind you
"Me me zai ni de sheng hou shou hu de wo"

多想看你不经意的笑容
Really want to see your accidental smile
"duo xiang kan ni bu jing yi de xiao rong"

或许我的心你不懂
May be you do not understand my heart
"huo xu wo de xin ni bu dong"

我会努力让你感动
I will try to flatter you
"wo hui nu li rang ni gan dong"


在你眼中有多麼笨拙的我
I'm the clumsy one in your eyes
"zai ni yan zhong duo me ben zuo de wo"

决不放弃追逐你的执著
I will not give up my will to follow you
"jue bu fang qi zhui zu ni de zhi zhuo"

只要你能再多些回应我
I just need you to give me some response
"zhi yao ni neng duo xie hui ying wo"

一个笑或点头全接受
I will accept a smile or a nod.
"yi ge xiao huo dian tou quan dou jie shou"


能不能再靠近一点点
Can I come near a little closer
"neng bu neng kao jing yi dian dian"

大声说出你所有感觉
Confess my feeling to you loudly
"da sheng shuo chu ni suo you gan jue"

别再紧紧关在只有自己的世界
Don't shut yourself in your own world anymore
"bie zai jin jin guan zai zhi you zi ji de shi jie"

温暖太阳为你迎接
The warm sun welcomes you
"wen nuan tai yang wei ni ying jie"

能不能再靠近一点点
Can I come near a little closer
"neng bu neng kao jing yi dian dian"

能不能再勇敢一点点
Can I be braver a little bit
"neng bu neng zai yong gan yi dian dian"

就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
Even if I knew it's always a one way love
"jiu shuan rang wo zhi dao wo yong yuan zi shi dan luen"

我也会藏著感谢
I will still keep my gratitude
"wo ye hui chang zhe gan xie"

笑著和你说再见
Smilling to you and say goodbye.
"xiao zhe he ni shuo zai jian"


hee.. look at the pet.. love itt.. muaH2.. heehee..^^

cuTe..

sooo boRing.. it's sundaE againN.. monDae is coMing.. >< dun feeL like in the mooD of studying.. huuuW.. *hatE skuL.. studyin in weNdt libRary all dae witH ocHa and siLviaa.. i met pHillip and felix tooo.. heehee* wHat a coincideNce.. ooOOhh.. how i don like moNdaee.. make me feeL sLeepy juSt to thiNk about moNdaee..

current mooD : saD
current song : cruSh- maNdy mooRe
current activity : typing and heaRing eko and bro taLking


today's quote : What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~

haha.. foR : muMu.. miSs u..

dear diary..

not much to do in SatuRdae, as i give a break to myself... maybe tomorrow i will study hard for classes.. heehee.. ^^ i woke up at 12 pm.. so it had been half of the daee.. i do the tidy-up and the cooking foR lunch.. * i am learning fRom jeN : jenn, thx foR the inSpiration for being a gooD housewife =).. luv yaa hunNn~~ huMMm.. let's see.. had dinner witH lucky, bR, and bro in granite city.. i got a chicken paRmesan and a bowL of frencH onion souP.. * is it too mucH for a girL? well, not foR me.. ^^ *lucky, dun call me faT.. i will cRy.. hik2.. >< *justT look at uR self, panda boy.. heehee.. jk.. ^^ we're taLking about futuRe and paSt life about life paRtner.. and my bro was wondering if i am luky's wife.. * aarRrrgghh soo hate thiS paRt because he just mocked me all the tiMe.. huwee.. *hate hiMm.. huHhh.. but its Okay as long as i could own half of his lexuuuss... heehee.. jk.. ^^

current mood : confused and feeling guilty
current activity : sit and type
current song : all i want for chriStmas - mariah caRey
today's quote :No one realizes the beauty of love, until you're caught in it

current mood : gloomy
current activity : typing and chatting in the wendt libraRy..
current song : always - ost Goong

starting fRom todaee.. i promised myself to be a betteR peRsonn * meaning : i will be reading the book before lectuRe, i will cover the mateRial if i skip the cLass, i will aLways try to understand and do my homework with my own effoRt, i will study foR midteRm a week befoRe, i will try to attend the cLass always, i will try to cook, and most importantLy.. i will try to be a cLean fReak like my brothers.. hee.. that's haRd.. because im not that type of "clean" persoNnn.. hik2.. perseverenncee.. aRgghHhhh.. * to all my friends who are feeling down, i just wanna let u know that i still care and always be wumone whom u can taLk to.. =)
today's quote : you can do it well if u work hard.. >< by : myself.. * deteRmination day

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