feeling very low right now.. wish i have someone to cry to.. someone to comfort me and say that everything will be fine.. but in fact i hve lost several friends of mine.. and it makes me very sad right now.. because it means that less ppl are concerned about you.. sometimes im just confused with the ppl who always by themselves.. they dont need anyone to share their problems with or just laugh with them.. isnt it so lonely? i dont understand at all.. i dunno why but i wanna be them right now.. so that i wont feel this.. its just so depressing..
what we could have been, 8:21 PM.