i dunno if i have ever hurt someone before.. sure i did but that didnt count because feeling is not the thing you can force right? i mean a friend maybe? i dunno.. i always do the best i could do for my friends event if he/she is not a good friend of mine.. event if he/she hates me, i'll try my best to be nice to them.. sometimes i just wonder, why there is such a person who hates me that much? i tried to be nice but it didnt work.. well, i always think he/she is not that kind of person.. well, who knows they changed.. i dont really know.. just wanna be friends thats all.. im not gonna take advantage from you or something right? i am the person who will consider someone's saying the whole day if it hurts me.. haha.. im that kind of person..
btw, i really don wanna know if he/she are exactly what im thinking of right now, but i just have to let it go.. its not my problem anymore.. it keeps bothering me the whole day.. sometimes what i see is just something that i have to ignore.. its really NOT a concern for me anymore..
what we could have been, 12:23 PM.