
today is an unusual day for me.. i became super lazy, yet i did not know what happened to me.. i usually become nervous or at least 'dilligent' when exam comes.. but i dont feel anything right now.. just wanna sleep.. hmm~ its like, i don care about anything.. ~ i really don know what happened to me.. and i don feel anything, its just empty.. oh~ i dunno.. welll, i guess i can feel 'something' from blogging.. ~~
well, this couple of days/.. ive been crazy over ballet.. i love to see the ballerina gracefully doing the pirroutes and i was amazed.. i wonder what will i look like if i become a ballerina? wow~ if i were a man, i would fall in love with ballerina, the reasonn? isnt it obvious : they are pretty, skinny, and wonderful.. i love to seem them dancing with the toe shoes.. ohHHh~ how i wanna wear them.. and.. this crazy idea came to my head : i browsed e bay for toe shoes.. hmMm.. and i just bid one of used toeshoes with my size.. * yeaHH.. i think i am crazy.. but i really want to try them in my feet.. *curious what it feels like on those amazing shoes..~ whOooaa..



anywayy, i watched the film 'notebook' and i think it was indeed a romantic yet touching.. i just can't believe if there is a boy like that.. i guess it is just a kind of the boy every girls dream to be with.. he is just soo patient with his wife, reading the story and then the wife will just remember about them for 5 mins.. and she would forget.. and he has to do this every day.. soo.. sad~ hoaAaaa~ i dont think such boy exist in this world..
what we could have been, 6:26 PM.